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Reinventing Myself

Hey guys  the new year is vastly approaching and i have been doing so much soul searching. Am ready for some changes in my life .. am 32 and sometimes feel old  I know 32 is not old but i guess it goes with all you have endured in life. I partied  like a rock star in my 20s that by the time I hit 26 I was burnt out and  slowed my row  and got my life together.  I guess were am getting at as I notice sometimes I act like am this old ass women , and am not its a mind set not saying am going to go buck wild am just going to loosing up live life and stop being so up tight with things. Am so ready to kick this year to the curb  this hasn't been a good year so much has happen and it has been a emotional roller coaster am still trying to come to terms with my parent's divorce  who were with each other for over 16 years he was my step dad but   in my eyes  he was my dad...... Also coming to terms with the new man in my mothers life  its hard and things changed drastically my grandma took it the hardest she got depressed and had bad anxiety I guess I didn't have my time for myself to feel because I had to be strong for her and everybody else including my mom who needed her daughter and I had to be there on those sleepless nights... I know I got off subject  but its time for change in my life and am excited  for it =]
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5 comments:

  1. UnknownDecember 18, 2010 at 6:14 AM

    I'm with you girl. This year was ok for me. But for some reason 2011 is going to be better. Things will manifest I know it will!

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  2. UnknownDecember 19, 2010 at 10:36 PM

    I've noticed that everytime life throws something unexpected at me, it takes me down. I used to make myself sick with stress, but I'm slowely learning that you constantly have to keep reinventing yourself. I think I realized that last year when I wasnt where I wanted to be. I feel old too. LOL. It's a daily thing where I'm constantly figuring out & pushing myself towards the direction that I want to go. We'll be okay. Try not to let the anxiety win. You can't take care of others unless you take care of you first. I'm excited for you!

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  3. Thicker Than Your Average GirlDecember 20, 2010 at 3:11 PM

    Thank you ladies you guys rock =]

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  4. SquareTurnedDrapeDecember 20, 2010 at 7:10 PM

    I hear ya sis.. just don't run around bulk naked lmaoooo.. toast to enjoying the time we have left loving all and be a free spirit!! You are always in my thoughts and prayers! <3

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  5. UnaDecember 22, 2010 at 11:11 PM

    Here's to a fresh start in the new year. Wishing you all good things for your fresh start. Happy New Year Sweetie!

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